

Wanton WorshipI'm not your Jesus Don't worship me I'm a fucked up girlWanton Worship
I do stupid things I can't (wont) deal with your lies
I refuse to die for you to live for you to cry for you I refuse to love for you
I will not be your saint
Don't tell me your stories I can not ease your pain Don't feed me your shit
I've not yet swallowed mine and I'm not to blame
Two too selfish to know how to work it
I refuse to cry for you to live for you to die for you I refuse to love for you
And You Can't


Death of LoveI had a dream last night that I lost the one I loved I dreamed he died an aweful fiery death and in my dream I smiled as his flesh melted away I laughed at him and wished that I was next I don't know what it means this dream that haunts my thoughts I don't know if I will dream it tonight I think I may be killing him yes him, the one I love I think maybe in doing so I'm right So maybe it is better that he die than feel my love yes maybe it is all I have to give that he should die inside himself no longer feeling me than feel the pain the worldDeath of Love